Thinking....

And missing NYC...
The past week I have been waking up from dreams, that I am in New York City. I can't seem to get it off of my mind, and I find that I am missing it. We went on our belated Honeymoon December of 2009. I loved every minute of our trip...and really wish we could go back. It was everything I expected and more. I know some people do not like that big city, but I fell in love, head over heels with NYC. I can honestly say "I love New York." I look through the pictures that we took about once a month. I really wish we had the ability to see more places in the world. Perhaps when Jeremy and I are older...and our little baby isn't, well, a baby.

I've lived in Spokane my entire life. I have always wanted to move away from this city, start somewhere new, where no one knows me. I don't like going out and running into people that I know. Let me clarify that statement...I don't like running into the idiots I went to High School with. A lot of them still live in Spokane, and when I go out to the valley, specifically, I usually see someone I know. I have always felt like I was meant to see more, than just this little town. I already told my husband that if we win the lottery, we are going to travel a lot.

When we went to NYC I tried my absolute hardest to soak up everything around me. I didn't want to forget anything about our trip. However, when I look at our pictures I am always amazed at how much I did forget...even though I browse through our pics at least once a month.

Spokane is a boring town, there really isn't much to do here. My mother always says the same thing about it too. I remember one point in our life, when she and I were going to relocate ourselves to Portland Oregon, that clearly never happened. I know my mother longs for a change as well.

Now when I go on and on about wanting to leave Spokane, I am speaking in terms of, "If all the kids could go with us." That would be ideal....But, maybe I would feel equally satisfied, if I could just go see more of the world, you know?

I will close this now, and really I just had to get this somewhat off of my mind....
I miss you NYC, and love you...I hope to see you soon....