An Update

Hey, I thought I'd write some, before we get ready for bed. I'll update you on the Cymbalta. Friday will be week 3. I have to say, things are starting to get better. The cymbals don't crash as loud as they first did. The dizzy spells are slowing down, and I don't feel like punching everyone in the face, all the time. The only thing that hasn't let up is the body soreness. It is really intense at times. I just haven't quite figured out what aleviates the pain. Nothing helps the aches go away, unfortunately. We've been taking walks and what not, but I notice that all the body pain is really intensified, when I do anything active. It sucks. I am hoping that by next Friday I will be better than I am now. Its getting better, just slowly getting better.

Before I forget this thought...I have to express my feelings for my husband. After having to have many dealings with the kids dad over the past few days, I am so incredibly happy that I am married to Jeremy. He is so supportive of me, and the kids. He is also really good about making me feel good about myself. I've had to deal with my son's father a lot, due to his upcoming Bar Mitzvah, and I came so close to just slapping him. He just says some of the most hurtful things, without even really thinking about how other people are going to feel. There are times where my husband and I think, it would be so much easier if the kids dad wasn't involved....yes, we admit sometimes we think like that. Co-parenting the way we do is really hard work. Its hard to keep emotions in check, and think about how your decision is going to affect the "other" parents involved. Anyway, enough of that. Point being: My husband is an amazing man. I love him, and I am soooooo lucky that he is in this with me forever!

I wanted to blog about the concert we went to, but its that time...Time to get the kiddos ready for bed. Oh, I also wanted to blog about Emma's MD appt. She has GERD. We found out that it has come back, with a vengence on her...my poor girl. She is beginning medications and has to completely change her diet. Bland foods only. She tells me that she is going to die, since she won't be able to eat spaghetti sauces anymore....I will blog about that whole experience next time....